LOST

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Abuse, dark, Domestic Violence, Family Violence, heartache, husbands and wives, pain, Physical abuse, poems, poems about domestic violence, Poems about women, poetry, sad poems, Violence and Abuse

Lost

 Far away eyes,

Runaway mind,

 

Hiding,

From terrors,

 undefined,

 

New friends,

Invisible

 to the ordinary eye,

 

Another home,

Another husband,

Another life,

 

Worlds friendlier,

safer than reality,

 

places,

 where we can’t be

 worlds that hold,

no memories

 S.E

‘For you I will’

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There are several ways to lose loved ones to Domestic Violence.

I have written about one friend. This is another. 

Mad Rambling # 1

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heartache, hope, love, poems, poems about love, Poems about relationships, poetry

WARNING MIGHT NOT MAKE SENSE

Hope

hush

 

listen

 

heart’s  flit, fluttering,

first sight,

first glimpse,

 

hope tiptoeing

pirouetting

 

lust thundering in

drums rolling

matador,

red flag raised,

daring bull to strike,

 

can you hear it

 

my heart a violin

 playing,

softly now

luring,

siren calling

 

waltz

 with me

a top a plateau

as high as can be,

around,

and around

slowly now,

runnnn,

jump

 

down

 

wooosshhhh

 

flyyyyy

soar the wind

 

up

 

up

above the clouds

between our heavens

 

gliding,

 

floating

 

waltz with me

 faster, 

faster, faster

twirling , whirling,

 

 oblivion,

 

play violins play,

 

thud,

 thunk

rustling,

bed creaking,

REALITY,

 

splat

splat

splat

 

hush

 

listen

 

violins…

 ************************

 

 

TOMORROW MORN

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Abuse, child abuse in Papua New Guinea, children, Family Violence, heartache, husbands and wives, love, parents, Physical abuse, poems, poems about abuse, poems about child abuse, poetry, Violence against Children, Women

Just to Be

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expections, Family, God, heartache, love, Poems about God, relationships, sadness, Soul search, tired, weary

 

 

Just to be

Hear me

these shoulders

 heavy laden

I plod in the field

amongst

 the blossoms and weeds

send your angels

to carry me

 

here I stand

still the storm

around

and inside

me

 

arms outstretched

waiting

send the wind

to pick me up

take me to

 where you be

 

I am weary

I yearn

 just to be

send a moonbeam

for me to climb

 

no minds

no expectations

no obligations

no nothing

just to be

 

here take my heart

it burdens me

remove the splinters

lodged deep

 

hear me

I slump

waiting

my God

answer

me

 

send

 me

a rainbow

a dove

a sunrise

a promise

of what

tomorrow

brings

 

so

tomorrow

I can just be

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In Bed with Me #2

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dark, Family, heartache, love, parents, passion, poems, Poems about women, poetry, relationships, sad poems

In my bed

 we lie,

all three of we,

 

a clone,

a ghost,

 and me,

 

pain roars for battle,

against

my unseen enemy,

 

to inflict,

the same,

 as was

dealt to me,

  

my spirit prances,

eager for a war,

lost,

before it begins.

 

against an apparition,

for a clone,

I do not know,

 

we dine,

my bond,

his shackles,

next to me,

  

across from me,

beside the moon and stars,

he sits,

 

a mannequin,

blood red,

 painted on grin,

 

I touch,

 but do not feel,

 

I speak,

 He grins,

 

here we lie,

a clone,

 lying beside,

a ghost,

who lies,

 next to me

******

#2

 

 

BEFORE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR

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Abuse, child, Child Abuse, Family Violence, heartache, poems, poems about child abuse, poetry, sexual abuse, Violence against Children

BEFORE YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR

 On quivering legs,

she reaches the door,

frantic to escape,

the man that snores,

she stretches up,

trying so hard,

for those few inches more,

between her legs,

an aching bleeding sore,

she peeks over the windowsill,

to her picture perfect home,

 next door,

desperate for that familiar,

engine roar,

yearning for the voice,

that will restore her world,

 once more,

until the next time,

her mummy needs to go,

 to the store

Lovemaking Soulbreaker

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Domestic Violence, heartache, lust, passion, poems, Poems about women, poetry, rage, sad poems, Women

She bites down to stop moans escaping

 nauseating lips brush down her neck  past bruises on her back,

 She holds her breath waiting,

 repulsive stench of alcohol fills her nostrils saturating her whole being

 He caresses her cheeks,

 he has slapped repeatedly

 Tenderly traces her nose,

 he makes bleed frequently

 She twitches as he strokes and caresses

over and past fresh bruises left by pounding fists

His pace quickens so does she,

she moves carefully to protect ribs kicked recently

She moves to meet him,

incase he thinks she’s faking this

Moans and groans burst forth finally free,

timed and building to release

 Together they soar,

 to compliment his masculinity

 “Was it as good for you as it was for me,” he whispers ever so tenderly

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I was hesitant on posting this piece. Anyway here goes.  Pls Let me know if you get it.

Maiya

Tick tock

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Babies, child, Family, heartache, love, parents, poems, Poems about babies, Poems about women, poetry

tick tock

Body clock

tick tock tick tock

timetable shot

tick tock tick tock tick tock

still empty cots

tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock

make it stop

tick tick tick tick

pleassse help me God

tock

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Been trying to have a baby for  a while now so this piece came from that experience.  I wish it was as easy as my 8yr old said, “just go to the store and get one.”   When I sat down to write it, all I could get was the clock ticking in my head.  

Arise my sister

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Domestic Violence, Family Violence, heartache, pain, Physical abuse, poems, poems about abuse, Poems about loss, Poems about women, poetry, relationships, sadness

Love me

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boyfriends, Diamond, girlfriends, heartache, husbands and wives, love, poems, poems about love, poetry, relationships, sad poems

Love me

like I am breath

Hold me

like diamonds

Cradle me

like a new born babe

caress me

like the afternoon breeze,